I'm pretty sure that I was meant to be alone in this world.

My only two friends, that I ever really could call my friends, have gone.

Friend number one moved down the coast and promised to keep in touch, but he never does..

Friend number two is in hospital, something i wanted to prevent but it's now out of my control and in the hands of "professionals". I'm not allowed to see him, even talk to him on the phone. Seems he's going through exactly what I went through a couple of years ago, and all i can say is being in the hands of the RBH fucked me up for a long time after. Just keep away from those Quiet Rooms and you'll be fine..

I just miss them, that's all....